Thoughts in my head

                              Well , I know this no excuse , but in seven days I begin a weeks vacation . I plan on starting on many of my projects . The one I am most intent starting on is my book Idea I have had on my mind for a couple of years and many false starts . My main problem is not knowing where or even how to start .                                                                                                                                                                                         I have found several outline guides and sit there looking at them with no idea how fill them out so that they make some sense , I do now want to put down a bunch of unrelated thoughts or is my job to make them relate to each other in some way . I have also found several books to read on the time period to read , but find it hard to read them without distractions . Many of my distraction comes from things that are just a part of every day life .  OK , I admit it , at times I have problem staying out my e-mail , Face book and Pandora and the like at times .                                                                                                                              I have even thought of taking some classes on line , I just can seem to commit . Another problem is thinking I may not understand or lack the critical thinking to do the work . I guess the only way to get past all this is jump right in . Am I over thinking all this ,should just go forward and hope all the pieces just fit together . Do other face the same issues that I am going through .                                                                                          Right now I am writing this while waiting on the start time for my job . So finding places to work or even time is not my issue . The issue is me within me , my doubts on my ability .